Title of the Piece: California H

Painted at 10:23 a.m. on 2007-05-23

I was at work until 815 last night. I hate being at work so late. My eyes start to hurt and I get tired and extra crabby b/c I'm the only one working my ass off. Like always, I took the train home. I sat down next to an older gentleman who said "why does everyone have such a long face tonight? Bad day at work?" and I looked at him with a weak smile and said, "yeah, that's why I look the way I do" and then we talked the whole train ride. Really nice guy, totally helped me get over my crabbiness so I could be all sparkly when I met up with Boyfriend and co.

I talked to H last night. We haven't really talked since before I went to Italy. She has a new boyfriend. They've known, KNOWN, each other for 2.5 months. They have already said "I love you". Normally, I'd be happy, but I can't help but worry... he lives in KS (She's in CA, though he is moving to CA soon) and he's been divorced- 2 times. He's 25. Married and divorced twice within 3 years. It makes me think that he doesn't really know what love is and likes saying it and H is now falling for him. She's told him that if they get engaged, it's going to be a long engagement. I haven't met him, she reassures me he's a good guy, but there is something about it that makes me uneasy and I want to tell her to please look at the bright red flag in front of her face. The other thing that weirds me out- she doesn't think her past big relationships were "real" because she didn't want to have kids. She told me, and I quote, "I can't wait to be a mommy". Because she suddenly wants kids, she thinks this is "the relationship". I don't even know how to respond to that one... I think I might call her and tell her my worries because I'm sure she'd express concern for me. Oy, boys

Starts with a Brush then comes a stroke.

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